Reflect, Receive, Respond

Reflect: It's the end of a term and a great chance to reflect on some on the great things that have happened this term! I have had the brilliant opportunity of going into local schools and getting them to look at the evidence and see for themselves. The kids have all engaged with this so well, interviewing the eyewitnesses (who tell the story from the eyewitness accounts in the gospels) and deciding who rolled the stone. 

Then to finish we read the passage where it says, the Angel rolled the stone and sat on it! What an amazing image, this super heavy stone that probably took 10 men and kit to move it and this angel just pushes out the way effortlessly and sits on it! It was such a great chance to really get my head round the events of the Resurrection because you have to know the accounts inside out!

Receive: In thinking through the Easter story so many times to present in so many different ways this term I've come to this point totally in love with the Lord Jesus and in awe and wonder of how painful yet miraculous this time would have been for him. 

The biggest act of love ever shown, and it's for me and for you! It's such a personal thing and I am so incredibly thankful I don't think words exist to describe it.

Respond: My prayer this week as we run up to Easter is to be: Thank you Lord Jesus for your wonderful sacrifice demonstrating your complete and holy power. Lord help me to submit to your power and kneel at the foot of the cross leaving all my cares and worries with you. Jesus help me follow your example of humility as I serve you and work for the growth of your kingdom!

Singing and Serving

Have you ever looked at your worship leader and thought, wow they seem so together and good, or, they're such a good performer. Or maybe you're that worship leader or band member.
Is this the question that should arise from our worship? Or should we not notice this and be thinking of praise instead?

Well I've been trying to think over this, as someone who sings in the church band, and work out just what our role is.

The first thing to remember is that as a member of a band we're there to serve the congregation, not as a performer. There is a time and a place for performing and I think it's a wonderful thing. But if you're in the band and you feel like you're performing, maybe you need to pray about your motives for being there.

Secondly, this is your opportunity to praise God! So remember who you're singing to, remember why you're doing it. This is an opportunity to spend time in prayerful reflection on your Heavenly Father.

Thirdly, read Colossians 3v1-17, especially verse 16 "Let the message of Christ dwell among you richly as you teach and admonish one another with all wisdom through psalms, hymns, and songs from the Spirit, singing to God with gratitude in your hearts." We are to sing praises to one another teaching and charing wisdom, even in singing! So sing with your brothers and sisters, sing to them! 

Praise the Lord with all your heart, loving and serving your congregation. 
You have a gift. Use it for God's glory.
Raise your voice and praise the Lord.

Shaking up my Faith

Myself and a friend have just begun reading through Jen Wilkin's new book together None Like Him which is an exciting and challenging read so far.
I'd not heard of the wonderful Jen Wilkin until my friend showed me her blog, so I started to read through some of the posts. I have never felt more challenged and inspired to get stuck into being more proactive with my faith! Jen has a wonderful practical way of challenging your thinking and your faith.

Now I wouldn't say I was passive with my faith, but I had realised quite much how I'd got into a monotonous routine and that I'd forgotten to be joyful in my quiet times and prayer life and serving for the LORD.
Because honestly, God is AWESOME and He deserves to have 100% of everything! My joy, my love, my time, my energy, my all. The hymn that says Demands my soul, my life, my all. Has never been more true and such a kick up the backside! I would urge you to spend 10 minutes of your day to go over to Jen's blog http://jenwilkin.blogspot.co.uk/ and read through some of her posts. I would think she would graciously challenge you too!

If you have more time, invest in her book, |None Like Him or Women of the Word. Both of which I am greatly enjoying and are so well written for refreshing your quiet times and approach to God!

So I urge you to read to read one of the above, or even just have a think and pray into what you can do to spice up your quiet time or prayer time, because we must rejoice! Rejoice the LORD has come!

Reflections of Proverbs 31

This week I’ve been looking at Proverbs 31 the Epilogue bit, and really trying to pray into it and reflect on it. So here are a few of my thoughts.

To begin with I had to take away my selfish attitude and realise this isn’t about me or what I can be as a noble wife in the future, but the example Jesus sets here to the church. Remember ALL of the Old Testament points to Jesus and tells us about His character and His mission, so this must also have the focus on Jesus.

Secondly the bible talks about the church being married to God so this could also be a reflection on the behaviour of the church as a whole in it’s service to the Lord. It’s strange picture language for the church as a whole but as you begin to break it down it has similarities to preparations and harvest which is the work Jesus sends us out to do really in the Great Commission.

Finally of course it applies when thinking personally about growth in my own personal character with the help of the Holy Spirit. If I’m striving to be Christ-like and this is pointing to Christ’s character then surely this is something that, with the Grace of God, I should be striving for also. Even in my role in church service and discipleship this is something also I should reflect on.

Now when I read Proverbs 31 I can say:

• Wow, Jesus is amazing 
• Oh man, I’m rubbish!
• Thankfully God is gracious and I can ask Him to help me to grow in this!

25 Things to be thankful for

I've decided to take note of all the great things God provided over summer this year by making a list, I love lists so that's my first thing to be thankful for!

1. My job
2. Keswick Convention
3. New Friends
4. Old Friends
5. Waterfalls
6. Coffee
7. God's Wisdom
8. Laughter
9. Answered Prayer
10. Snap-backs
11. Bullet Journalling
12. Psalm 107
13. Prosecco
14. Lake District
15. Martinis
16. More Coffee
17. New car!
18. Reunions
19. Camp
20. Crutches and Cocodomol
21. Family
22. Photographs
23. Sunshine
24. Washout
25. Talkin Tarn

So many great things happened and on reflection I am able to praise God for His continuous blessings and trust that He knows the plans set before me!

My Journey of Humility

Today whilst travelling on the train, I had to learn to be incredibly humble and ask for help.

Anyone who knows me would tell you that I like to be very independent and do it by myself and I allow my pride to get the better of me because I don’t want to appear “stupid”, I believe this is also a very British thing that we don’t speak to anyone but just get on with things.

Now the thing is, there was nothing stupid in what happened, I was waiting for a train at Appleby and wasn’t certain if the one that pulled in was the right one. After almost everyone else had got on I was still sat on the platform thinking this train was way too early.

A guy ,also going to Leeds, came over to me and asked where I was going and if he could wait with me. Great, my independence has someone other than me relying on it, time to learn to humility and take responsibility for the situation. Five minutes later the train is still at the station and I’m no longer sure if I should stay off this train.

So I stepped onto the train and prayed to the LORD asking that he would provide someone I could ask, and of course, he did and it was the train I needed to be on. The guy who was on the platform with me also got on the train in a slight panic but now, en route to Leeds station my journey continues but with much more humility.

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On the way back from Nottingham I was reminded how God never leaves us alone and we are always surrounded by other Christians. I boarded the train at Preston which was fairly empty, but my reserved seat was on a table with two guys probably about 19, and one had their bible on the table and must have been reading a particular passage. As I sat down next to the I felt a huge sense of relief, comfort and of being with family. We didn’t speak but just silently enjoyed Christian company. I thank the LORD for his lessons he has taught me on my travels that no matter how far away you may feel God is always bringing you back to His love.

SWAK: Betraying Jesus in our daily life

Sorry for the controversial heading but can you say I'm wrong?

I know I'm guilty of doing the same, not just saying we don't believe but maybe just not standing up for Jesus as we should.
Please stick with me as I work through a few challenging questions to strengthen my faith, and hopefully yours too.

Let's begin with what we know:

We are all sinners.

We can be forgiven if we ask.

BUT

Do we use this as an excuse for our sin?

Do now pay later?

Will we follow Jesus to the cross?

Will we be Peter, asking for forgiveness?

Or Judas?

So when we sin, do we feel crippled with guilt until we ask for forgiveness? Or do we just remember as we go to bed that out of habit we should ask for Jesus to forgive everything we've done wrong, the end. 

Remember that Judas betrayed Jesus, he handed Him over to the authorities, but it would seem he showed no remorse. However Peter also denied Jesus three times, but Peter asked for forgiveness, he accepted Jesus as Lord and Savior and went out to spread the Good News! 

We must decide when we sin, will we follow Jesus to the cross like Peter, or will we betray Him like Judas.

I hope that this Easter time like me, you can commit to being a Peter not a Judas and celebrate Jesus death and resurrection and spread the fantastic news that HE IS RISEN!

So you're a Christian in your twenties...

As a Christian in your twenties you're in a really weird spot, some of your friends are engaged, some are travelling, some are ignoring adulthood completely.

But things are great, you're out of education and into the real world! Unfortunately there is some responsibility you have to undertake, but here's some things I find helpful to remember when you feel like things aren't going right.:

• Singleness in not a bad thing that deems you unimportant
• God's plan A is the church, there is no plan B. Get involved!
• Regular time with God is super important.
• Don't aim to people please.
• You don't go on the shelf if you're not married by the time you're 22.
• You are not of this world.
• Your future has already begun.
• Not everyone has it all together yet, no matter how much instagram says they do.
• Who you are dating makes a difference, they become part of who you are.
• Adulthood isn't as scary you may think. Enjoy it.

So remember, it's only the beginning, don't stress.

The Book that gave my Faith a Lift

Reading "Passion" by Mike McKinley:

I was recommended this book by one of the leaders in Berea at Maidwell 1, Pete Matthew and nearly a year later I really felt that my walk with Christ needed a kick up the butt so I pulled it off my rather extensive book shelf and began reading it on the train home. It has really helped to pull me up already (when writing this I've only read the first chapter) and I wanted to share it! So I decided to write this as I go along and almost openly discuss how it's shaping my faith and my personal reactions to the book whilst they are fresh and true.

I knew straight away on reading the dedications that it was a Christian hearted book because he asks for the book to shape a select group of people's hearts. This is what any Christian would want and straight away I felt encouraged to make a difference in myself and then pass this book onto someone else.

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Introduction:

In the introduction the author talks about our attitudes towards Jesus death and how it affects our lives using a football ticket analogy. We can treat the cross like a ticket to and even football game that we are carrying around in our pocket. We're really excited about it, but we won't need it until we get to the stadium. I know I often think like this and it's an easy trap to fall into but later on the author discusses how we are to live for Christ through our whole time on earth to reflect his graciousness to others in the world who do not understand what the cross means for us. He finishes the introduction talking about how amazed Christians are by this and how we will never fully understand God's plan but we are not supposed to, because we are not God. Finally he finishes with one of my favourite verses in the bible; to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain. (Philippians 1 v 21) We will gain so much when we die, eternal life and a perfect relationship with God, however, what Christ wants is for us to live out a life for him and tell the world the great news!

At the back of this book there is an eight day reading plan to allow time for reflection and meditation on what you have read and really think through the impact on our lives, I have decided to follow this plan and see how it goes.

Chapter one The Cup:

He begins with a chapter called The Cup, it focuses specifically on Luke 22 v 39-41 where Jesus goes up the Mount of Olives to pray, leaving the disciples and little while away so that he can be alone with His Father. Mike shows us how we relate to the disciples in this chapter with our misplaced priorities, the disciples are supposed to be praying that they would not fall into temptation (v40) however instead they fall asleep, and as the author says, when life is overwhelming, I often find it easier to sleep than to pray. It would seem that when the disciples fall asleep Jesus realises that He will go through is completely alone. Christians often talk about Jesus taking The Cup, but I've never really understood it, until now. Going back to the Old Testament in Jeremiah "Take from my hand this cup filled with the wine of my wrath" The Cup in a nutshell is a symbol of God's perfect and holy hatred for sin. We all deserve God's wrath and that cup fits us all perfectly. Reading over the passage again that this chapter is based upon Jesus anguish and pain I had to just stop and think. In the sub-section entitled The First Sip the author makes you look deeply at what Jesus is going through Just the taste, just the anticipation of that wrath was enough to make Jesus fall to the ground and sweat drops like blood, how much worse was His actual experience at His crucifixion the next day? I had to take a moment at this point and seriously think, think of my most painful experience and times that by a billion and it wouldn't even be close, that is just horrible, but it's not even the half of it. Thinking about the fact that Jesus didn't just leave and run away but he walked closer to the city where he was going to be killed. That is true obedience and as the author quite rightly says, and actually this was my first big kick-up-the-butt moment; the point is that you and I should realise we are not like Jesus, that we don't love and forgive and trust and obey the way that we should. We don't need an inspiring example we need a saving substitute. That for many Christians is a huge shock factor, the realisation that we are not to try to be Jesus, but we are to accept his substitution. That doesn't mean to say that we should just do what we want for the rest of our lives and use it as a Get Out Of Jail Free Card, but we mustn't think any of our saving is our own doing. It is all down to Jesus. We just live to show people how much of a saving gracious God we have.  

Well look at Jesus on the Mount of Olives, saying to the Father: I will take the cup. He took it for you. he loved you so much that he did that for you. You are loved, by the only One in the universe whose love matters eternally. He loves you!

The reflective questions hit me quite hard, they make you dig quite deep and go into yourself personally. This is what we need to do to make our faith true through and through to really begin to change. It asked me to be really honest with myself and say where I have gone wrong repeatedly and ask for help to change ourselves because we cannot do it alone. The one question that hit me really hard was “When and why do you feel unworthy of love?” As someone with depression you can quickly feel very alone and lost and therefore unloved. Actually as a Christian I don't need to feel that way at all! Jesus loves me unconditionally and I am never without him. That is an amazing fact and I've decided I'm going to put something on the inside of my wallet so that everything I am out and about I know he is there and he loves me! Actually I'm going to put little notes everywhere for myself as a motivation to get out of bed and go show the world how amazing Jesus love is!

I would recommend this book to everyone! All credit to Mike McKinley, fantastic author!

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